Well today is my most sore day so far. Yesterday we made a three hour trip to meet Nicholas' dad half way. I was up a lot of the night with some pain, both physical and emotional. Today is the start of our family Easter meals. That makes this whole reality even harder to face. We were going to take Miranda to see the Easter bunny for the first time, just like we did with Ashalyn. And at every family gathering the common question is "how you feeling?" so I'm not positive how itll go but I think it's going to be pretty quiet towards us today. Just all in all not sure how today will go. Hopefully though as the day goes on I'm not as sore and can enjoy ourselves the best we know how anymore.